<body> Death...the only solution.
Monday, October 20, 2008
TO MY ONE AND ONLY FEHFEH

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry, every once, in a while
Even though, going on, with you gone, still upsets me
There are days, every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Missed you most 10:05 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008
LYRICS TO PSYCHOSOCIAL



I did my time and I want out
So effusive, fade
It doesn't cut, this soul is not so vibrant.
The reckoning, the sickening.
Packaging subversion
Psuedo-sacrosanct perversion
Go drill your deserts, go dig your graves!
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save.
Sinking in, getting smaller again.
I'm done! It has begun, I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.


There are cracks in the road we lay.
But we're the temple fell, the secrets have gone mad.
This is nothing new, but when we killed it all
The hate was all we had
Who needs another mess, we could start over.
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong!
Now there's only emptiness
Venomous, insepid.
I think we're done-I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.

The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!

Fake anti-facist lie(Psychosocial)
I tried to tell you but (Psychosocial)
Your purple hearts are giving out. (Psychosocial)
Can't stop a killing idea (Psychosocial)
If its hunting season(Psychosocial)
Is this what you want? (Psychosocial)
I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

Missed you most 12:26 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008
Changed a new blogskin.
AS you all can see.. hahahs xD
okok. Life is kinda boring after th EOYS.
Not qualified for governments bursary.
sad sad.
that means i pok lahs!
haish.
leaving that aside, life with feh feh oos veh enjoyable..
without her, i die xD hahas heard that wifeh?
mm, loking forward to malacca trip!
oh wells,my life is boring.
nothing to write aldry.
~end~

Missed you most 11:56 PM

请不要分了以後还记得 亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我 爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
请不要分了以後还记得 亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我 爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我 必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流 我怕说不出口
原谅我 没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我 爱原来要舍得
我 难过
我 才懂

Missed you most 2:53 AM

OK! back to update again..
AS REQUESTED BY MY FEHFEH xD



OK, im literally bragging in this post xD

FIRST THINGS 1ST!!!
THIS SUPERCOOL BLACK TIGERS DECK!!!




INSIDE~~~




shiok uh~~~



AHAAHHA!!! THEN WHEN OUT WIB MY FEHFEH!!
GO VIVO WATCH HSE BUNNIES XD
abit porn luh..
but still ok overall xD
and some bastard took our seat!!
E@$@@#%#$%$
HAHAS.
then we enter wrong theartre xD AHAHAHS
TOOK SOME PICS...AFTER THE MOVIE..














(PS: OTHERS ARE EITHER THAT ITS TOO UGLY,
OR I HATE MY FACE IN THE PICS XD)




Went home tgt...^-^ ah, anotha nice outing again!!
NEXT DESTINATION,ZOO!!!!! <3
And FEHFEH...dun work lahs... T.T
later go out veh hard...T.T
can? :x
mm...i LOVE VIVO!!!
its perfect...^-^














LOVE YOU OWAYS! <3
















Missed you most 2:05 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008
Ok today is the 13 oct 2008.
YEA YEA LAST DAY TO FREEDOM.
Fuck it.
I got a 20 for my maths.
-3-.
gotta chiong for paper two lah.
but sian leh.
hahas ^^
YES MY DEAR WIFEH, HOLS COMING LE..
we go out tgt k? ^-^
td, u good.
You use dancing dead.
clap clap.
Nvm, let u win. hahahahaha.
i use, erm. Crossroads? or my life.
nvm. hip hop still rules. wee.
im gonna use my life.


GAHH. I FORGOT. A7X TICKETS,
IM GONNA MAKE YOU MINE.
WAIT FOR ME. T.T

Missed you most 1:21 AM

THE SUICIDER.

Photobucket They call me GERALD.
NOT INTERESTING,
-ATTACHED on 160308 Till 4eva ^^
Fan OF rock,metal,rap!
Name designer
Love Sports
Into POOL , BODY-BUILDING
Came to this world on 09071994 Want NOTHING BUT HER.

SHOUT.



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WANTS

Piercing on lip and ear
Dye hair
Tattoo
HER ^^
Skinnies
POLO
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Electrical Guitar
REAL BLING NECKLACE
Dumbells
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Life
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SHADES

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